Friday, November 04, 2005
good 'morrow
back from genting 2 days ago. fucked up trip. oh so screwed. a summary of what happened:-
daddy had tried to call off the trip last minute cos he had to work on wednesday (we had intended to stay from monday afternoon to wednesday night). mummy was so pissed that they were sorta like arguing. daddy proved himself to be a gentleman, he gave in, but on the condition that we shorten our trip. very well. left my house in JB only at 2:45am on tuesday morning. the car wasn't in a good state so daddy was driving at only 100km/h on the highway. the journey naturally took longer than expected. hit KL at 7am but daddy didn't know the way to genting (yea lo he gehkiang de. acted like he know it damn well before we left). was making lotsa turns around KL, asked lotsa people who couldn't give clear directions for nuts. went for breakfast before looking for genting again, realized we got a flat tyre. this time it had for sure made daddy mad that even i got scolded. took another hour or two to fix the tyre problem before we went searching again. finally found the directional signage to genting. reached genting only at 11am. poor daddy and mummy, had to wait for 200 queue numbers to be called before we could check in. boyfriend and i went to play first. met ang there. hrm, haha.
been 2 days, i sorta forgot what happened exactly. anyways, i love the spaceshot, the clouds. hate the fights boyfriend kept trying to pick up. i think i was angry with him for about 10 or more times in that short trip. either he got way too attitude or i damn petty. doubt it's the latter. but anyways i forgot why i was angry too. sometimes it's just so sad i'm so magnanimous. but i knowwww, i know one day i will remember. and DAMN IT LA!!! i wanted to jot it here so that there is something to keep the trip in memory. now i forgot what happened there alreadys! great isn't it?! oh, i saw the beautiful sunset when we were on the highway heading home. i wouldn't mind even if it costs me the love of my life to be surrounded in the honour of that breathtaking beauty. ah, maybe not. i don't wanna lose xiangxiang (cry honey cry!). i swear i'll one day drive along that stretch of the highway just to view that awesome sunset again.
TODAY: i was out with honeh, teo, and ang just now. went big mac centre's mcdonalds for breakfast. yay met my lover ronald again. so happy to see his smiling face and big red shoes. i love it when he places his arm over my shoulder, there was a strong surge of security. one day i'll bring you go meet him. nahs, he's so popular you might've known him already. do you know his friends hamburglar, birdie and grimace too? they're really cool, you know? whatever.
hey, i was glad we (not ronald & co.) went for breakfast anyways. at least it eased my lasting pain a little. some incident i had never been able to take off my mind since 22nd oct. some friends like to ask me (for my opinion as the opposite sex) why certain people cannot reach a girl's acceptance no matter how much they do, how hard they tried etc. well, certain people should not behave like some wuss who whines louder and heavier than any girl. certain people should learn how to answer for his own deeds instead of requesting others to help him cover up whenever he sense trouble. yep, save your own big ass. certain people should not open his bitch mouth to gossip just because he believes doing that would gain credit for himself, thus earning a free trip home! whoa! all in all, certain people should just never exist.
boyfriend never bothered to clarify the incident with me either. reason unknown too. i was at fault, yet dying to get to the bottom of the matter. i was very eager to clarify, really. no one bothered to listen huh? desperate explanations fell onto deaf ears. told u i hate his bochupness. quite fucked. doesn't speak up, just leave the problem unsolved and go to bed, that's not my way of resolving disputes. doesn't help at all, my dear. it drove me crazy that time, for not hearing anything from you. you just let it go with the flow, thinking it will later be forgotten. i'm sorry it haven't been able to get off my mind. what do you want me to do? allow the wrenching incident replay, silently awaiting you come put it to a stop? not everything is "nevermind la, over already. just leave it alone it will be fine later. don't mention it anymore it would mean nothing later". if that is your theory, i say fuck you. it was my fault, i know, doesn't mean i don't need your take on it.
folks, for now you may refer to tagboard post dated 14Sep05, 20:48 by hypez.
is it too late?
- 11:04:00 AM
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valued creeps
BUBU
bestie
since 1998
great laugher, horrible classmate,
female duet, weeding partner
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JAMIE
honeh
since 2000
always on my side, club partner,
digresser, great companion
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WEESIN
sister
since 1999
duet partner, confidant,
sibei onz, trustworthy
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CLARA
meanie
since 2005
scream-2-gather
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JEWEL
meanie
since 2005
similarities, like-minded
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ALEXANDER
boyfriend
since 2000
ah blah blah blah
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